i have lots to say , you know what?
i'm so so so damn happy getting the report book that day,
because i can do something already, as i promise him.
but i think it doesn't really matter right now.
i did smile today, like a idiotic person for few minutes, hahas,
while walking home, with one box of paint, looking at the phone.
but that fucking smile didn't last.
well sometime i wonder, people wait for chance.
but it just slip off anytime la, -,-
i'm just holding to that little promise , so please don't disappoint me.
do whatever you think it will help, and i will be fine.
have a see-saw ride with me one day?
i'm sorry people, i am just getting insane now.