the air conditional is not working,
the fan is not working that well.

things aren't going smooth,
things aren't getting better.
there isn't any effort.

my back still hurts,
teacher wants that bloodly medical certificate.

course work is bad,
progressing very slowly.

dinner was horrible,
the chicken taste very bland.

i doubt i can go watch movie on sunday,
he isnt free.








k, i know i know, it's important spending time with friends and all.
after all, new environment..

@#$%$%$^@%#%.
ahhh I'm freaking mad at everything single thing.

even my mood,
it really suck to the core man.
fuck sometime i even need to deceive myself that i'm freaking happy,
which i dont even know why i need to be like this.
why can't i fucking cry at home or something.

the only thing that is going well is the painting i'm doing now.