why? why do i even feel like crying omg i shall pray hard not to have any emotion at home.
i hate to cry i hate to let my mum see me sobbing.
seriously didn't i know that what you are gonna reply me.
isn't it the same old thing, shouldn't i be use to it.
block head,,, seriously don't you feel anything happening.
or you're just plainly lazy to say things out.
or you're just starting to give up on this.
or you 're just to tired for anything else
or you dont _____________.

sometimes, i just didn't have the courage to talk to you.
i'm just afraid, things would happen again.